"Do not be deceived! Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will INHERIT the kingdom of God. And such WERE some of you..."
1 Corinthians 6:9-10
If you refuse to leave a sinful lifestyle at the foot of the cross and give it over to Jesus so His sacrifice can wash you clean, you will not inherit the kingdom of God! You MUST repent and turn from sin. He will help you when you ask for it. He will bring people (or websites) into your life that will start you on a journey of incredible healing.
"Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body.....Therefore honor God with your body."
1 Corinthians 6:18-20
God is good and He wants to bless you, but you have to quit clinging to the lies of men and bowing to your sexuality. Give it all up to follow Him and JOY will follow. Joy that will never leave you because He will never leave you. Only you can leave him. Never the other way around. He is the most amazing, loving father of all. He Wants to Bless You.